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valentines day 2012

2012-02-18T00:37:00.004+08:00

had a super awesome getaway! vday this year was damn awesome i swear, even though we were in singapore, we felt like we were in some faraway land. no stress, no troubles, no curfew, no nothing. just lots of fun and happiness.

we booked this hotel near bugis, the room was fucking huge and the size of the bed is BIGGER THAN THE SIZE OF MY ROOM. im not kidding! we could practically roll a few rounds on the bed. so after checking in and putting down our stuff, we headed down to bugis street and pretended to be some tourists from malaysia. we both conversed in broken cantonese but gave up someway HAHAHHAA

i always shop at bugis street but that was the only time i bought the snacks from there! we were like tourists combing the street, after that we headed down to the cold storage at bugis junction and he pushed me in the trolley! it was a day we totally ignored everyone in the world and how people viewed us. #itsvalentinesdaysowedontgiveadamn. hahaha

we bought a lot of food back to the hotel and we practically ate whole day and whole night. it wasnt exactly a day without stress because my laptop died a day before and i asked him to bring his laptop along so i could do my project.. but the internet connection was so bad that i gave up after awhile and went like yaoming.jpg

after dinner, junyan kinda fell asleep and after he woke up, we went down to get some drinks...... but in the end we bought 2 ljs meals and a mcdonalds meal too. HAHAHAHAHA. and we ate again. while every girl had flowers on their hand, i held plastic bags full of food. HAHAHA but the day was so light hearted and cheery that we felt so happy just looking at the couples (Y)

im so glad that we could spend the night together because every night before we part, we sometimes have unfinished conversations due to last bus/train but that night we just talked about everything under the sun!! ^^ i really love it because my parents talk every night before they sleep and i think its healthy and id want to do that with my husband in the future.

i am a person who loves talking and i can talk forever, so junyans willingness to talk to me every time just proves how perfect he is for me. i can totally imagine us married and talking every night during bedtime.

in case youre wondering what he has gotten for me for vday, he gave me love, assurance, security, emotional support, and lots and lots of food. and a handwritten letter. ^^ in the past when we were only best friends, i always wanted him to give me money as gift. now its letterd/emails/cards > expensive gifts/money.

ps. before that we said we were gonna take a lot of pics but we still got lazy in the end. HAHAHA #whatsnewanw

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2012-02-16T21:57:00.003+08:00

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2012-02-16T21:01:00.002+08:00

i was tumblring and i came across this..

and i was like, the last movie i watched is the bilionaire. thats gonna be the story of my life.

The billionaire.

2012-02-14T01:42:00.003+08:00

Our height difference .___.

Our heights like sammmydee and his gf right! Junyan is my sammmydee hehehe #teamsammmydee #teamjunyan

So after 4 days, we finally met up! You peeps have no idea how badly I missed him. It's like so many things happened at home and I couldn't really find him because he was working and I honestly didn't wanna trouble him. It's been so hard because I am very reliant on him. But all is still well I guess!! It makes us cherish the time spent together even more, unlike last time, we can go shopping halfway and like, eh I very tired sia let's go home sleep. LOLOLOL. At least now even when we're tired we would make an effort to spend time together cuz for the next few months, he's going to remain this busy. Sighhhhh.

Anyway we caught the movie billionaire today, it's so damn good!!! You know this brand of seaweeds

It's about the story of this owner! His life is so dramatic and interesting, and he became a billionaire cux he had the never say die attitude. Even when I watched I was like walao fail so many times alrdy why waste so much effort again...but he kept having weird ideas and all and today, he's fucking rich and this brand is sold almost everywhere! Sometimes I also buy to eat, but I didn't know about the story behind the owner until today! Gotta thank Sarah for tweeting about this cuz he came to SP to give a talk (the real billionaire) and I was so attracted to watch the movie cuz he's very handsome! The actor isnt as handsome as him but i reckon hes still not bad (Y)

Le sianz my computer can't be switched on now and I'm so screwed for my test and presentation

fyp handover

2012-02-09T00:47:00.002+08:00

so thats the end of our fyp, we re one step closer to graduation!

me and martin, my lecturer~~

martin says we are the most ki siao group in class. hahaha nope thats not true, everyone in our group is crazy except me, fiona and vyvyan. yup thats right, ying is the only siao one. hahahaha

gasm

2012-02-08T00:33:00.003+08:00

i love it when people write on my arms, that feeling is so arm-gasm. so i was pestering junyan to write or draw on me, but he ran out of idea of what to write, then i randomly pointed to a picture on my wall, and i said, this. you draw this on me. and so he did! LOL

then we ran out of space on my arm, so he drew on my fat leg.

at first i was like, okay lets instagram now! then he read the love letter again, and burst out laughing cuz he forgot to write "you" -.- LOLOLOL dafuq is i love for a thousand years?

and this.

inspired by toy story!

this one damn shiok, footgasm!!!!!!

fat die me

2012-02-06T22:27:00.002+08:00

im so fat. i gained more than 5kg over the 3 years in poly. singapore poly has too many good food. i think even after i graduate i ll still come back for the food since i stay so near. i shouldnt complain about my weight gain right, after all, its only 5kg. *pat own head*

i mean, whats 5kg compared to junyan who gained........................... 20kg? LOL sigh we both eat so much :( luckily my appetite is a lot smaller now! but its still quite huge *stab self*

by Fernando Bari

2012-02-05T00:08:00.003+08:00

i am the right brain.
i am creativity. a free spirit. i am passion.
yearning. sensuality. i am the sound of roaring laughter.
i am taste. the feeling of sand beneath bare feet.
i am movement. vivid colors.
i am the urge to paint on an empty canvas.
i am boundless imagination. art. poetry. i sense. i feel.
i am everything i wanted to be

i am nothing like the left brain.
i am not a scientist. not a mathematician.
i love the familiar though. i dont categorise. i am not accurate. not linear.
not analytical. not strategic. i am not practical.
never in control. never a master of words and language.
unrealistic. i cant calculate equations neither can i play with numbers.
i am not order. i am not logic.
i dont know exactly who i am.
i just know i am not the left brain.

ps. taken this picture from facebook

weird fetishes.

2012-02-02T02:11:00.002+08:00

1) i like men with slightly smelly armpits.
i feel that men with smelly armpits make them appear even more masculine and attractive. and to me, thats a really huge plus point cuz i love feeling like a small girl beside them. *shy* so junyan is like 30cm taller than me and whenever i hug him, i am directly under his pit. +100 pts (Y)

2) i like the smell of smokers.
i have this really weird habit of going closer to someone whom i think smokes, and sniffing him hard. target is usually a guy because the smell of ladies perfume doesnt really go well with cigarettes. but ciggs + cologne is DA BOMB MAN. (Y)(Y)(Y)

life is short so live it up

2012-01-29T18:27:00.003+08:00

i really really love the dont worry, be happy song by guy sebastian. every word in the lyrics makes so much sense and most importantly, it makes me happy!

I was driving, driving, driving down the 101
Singing 'California Dreamin' at the top of my lungs
Unaware, not a care
And then he appeared

Thought he was winding down his window just to say 'hello'
But he started cussing at me, saying I'm going to slow
Then he yelled "Go to Hell"
then flipped me the bird

Is it really that bad?
Really that bad
I don't think it's really that bad
Come on, get with it

If you only think of things that you haven't got
You could have it all and still never have enough
So don't worry (don't worry), be happy (be happy)

And if you're trying to make a move
But you're stuck in mud, under water
And you don't know which way's up
Yeah, don't worry (don't worry), be happy (be happy)

Another day, another plane, another interview
Just trying hard to get thru my list of things to do
What's the use, might fake the flu
Coz I've had enough

That's it - screw the low carbs, where's my KFC?
Ain't gonna think about the bills or the GFC
Life is short - live it up
Coz we live it once

Is it really that bad?
Really that bad
I don't think it's really that bad
Come on, get with it

If you only think of things that you haven't got
You could have it all and still never have enough
So don't worry (don't worry), be happy (be happy)

And if you're trying to make a move
But you're stuck in mud, under water
And you don't know which way's up
Yeah, don't worry (don't worry), be happy (be happy)

Yeah life is short
We only get to live it once
So live and love
And give it all you've got
Yeah life is short
We only live it once
So live it up

Yeah life is short
We only get to live it once
So live and love
And give it all you've got
Yeah life is short
We only live it once
So live it up

Is it really that bad?
Yeah I don't think it's really that bad
If you only think of things that you haven't got
You could have it all and still never have enough
So don't worry (don't worry), be happy (be happy)

And if you're trying to make a move
But you're stuck in mud, under water
And you don't know which way's up
Don't worry (don't worry), be happy (be happy)

So don't worry (don't worry), be happy (be happy)
Don't worry (don't worry), be happy
Be happy, yeah
Don't worry, be happy, don't worry, be happy
Be happy, yeah

especially the part where he says "That's it - screw the low carbs, where's my KFC?"

YAH SIAL...... SCREW CHEAT MEALS. WHERES MY KFC.

dont worry, be happy

2012-01-29T03:15:00.006+08:00

this chinese new year by far has been the worst one ever. it also made me realize how attached i am to my mum. i spent my day 1 practically mopping around the house feeling so sad over the fact that my mum wasnt with me, and because she wasnt here, me and my bro didnt have the mood to go visiting this year. i also didnt really wanna get out of my house until i smsed kaien, and she asked me if i wanted to join her and chun to river angbao. i was thinking, since its always so hard to ask her out, why not! so off i went with junyan~

we played the bumper cars and i bet junyan was laughing at my stupidity cuz i kept screaming and panicking and the small kids there werent even half as exaggerated as me. hahaha i noob right :( but that night was incredibly awesome cuz i had so much fun!

day 2? drove around with my brother and he as usual, scolded me for everything right or wrong i did. i mean im not familiar with driving the van right, why must you be so harsh on me. but anyhow, i drove junyan to my house and he came to bainian. spent the whole day practically nua ing away and watched BBJX! (Y)(Y)(Y) and i was telling him how much he resembles 8 ye romantically. but i prefer 4 ye :( LOLOLOLOLOL

went over to junyans house to bainian on day 3 and went home to do the house chores because my house was in a huge mess. headed down to junyangs house to bainian and eat steamboat~ there were 25+ people there, and his parents gave $10 angbaos to us. OMG SO GENEROUS! i think if i were his mum i would give gold chocolate coins instead.... LOLOLOLOL.

most of us in birkens~

then today, i finally pasted photos on my wall after procrastinating for almost a year. its not as nice as how i imagined it to be, but oh well..... I FREAKING USED DOUBLE SIDED TAPE so i cant really remove them now...

Life is short - live it up
Coz we live it once

Is it really that bad?
Really that bad
I don't think it's really that bad
Come on, get with it

If you only think of things that you haven't got
You could have it all and still never have enough
So don't worry, be happy

mum.

2012-01-23T17:57:00.002+08:00

fuck, i swear its not fun to be too attached to anybody. my mum is only going to be away for 2 days and i feel like a crippled woman at home. i dont even have anyone to talk to anymore. i can stand in my living room staring at my surrounding and not knowing what to do. nothing is automatic now. i have nothing to do. i love having nothing to do, but not this time. not this time round.

my prince charming.

2012-01-23T03:17:00.006+08:00

spent my chinese new years eve at chinatown yet again, but this year everythings so different. i dont feel the excitement for cny anymore, but i dont really care. so anw we got ourselves an airbrush tattoo at chinatown, it costs only $8 and we both got the same design. i initially wanted the pig design cuz it looked happy to me, but then the first thing that came to my mind was, that glenda sure laugh at me one lor.. LOLOLOLOL.

yup and if you do notice, the pics that we ve taken are so delibrately posed for you to see the tattoos.. HAHAHAHA #suagu

do you still remember, one year ago, i wrote on the wishing latern that i wanted to find a prince charming POST HERE

wish fulfilled. prince charming found.

bye. gong xi fa cai.

this time, last year

2012-01-21T00:07:00.006+08:00

nah, im not gonna complain how hard life is now because this year is definitely A LOT better than last year. looking back at last jan, i really dont know how i managed to pull through. i dont remember crying over my never ending projects and assignments, i only buried myself with all the work i was assigned to to avoid all the stress i had to face. yes i kept complaining.. but that doesnt mean i wasnt strong. i was. it was like "one bad thing happens, and everything bad follows" i could even take everything lightly and everyday i told myself, 会雨过天晴的。the amount of work and pressure i faced last year is beyond imagination. i had every reason to break down and cry and pity myself, but i didnt. in fact, i was glad that i didnt have a chance to rest. everyday was a rush. i had only less than 3 days to complete erp, which had to take many trials and errors to get the whole thing work. in my entire jan, i never left school before the sun set, i also had to stay overnight sometimes to complete my projects. i remember all dbit students struggling at hangout, the place was filled with only dbit students at night. hah so what is now compared to all these. i shouldnt be complaining about my current workload because honestly speaking, its so much easier and lesser compared to last year. or at least, everyday i get to leave school before the sun sets. plus im not really visiting anybody on cny, this long weekend is the best time to clear everything i have on hand. when school reopens next week, i have less than 10 days to prepare for 4 tests, 4 presentations and 1 interview, and all of them are happening in the same week. nope, its not very tough. i just received my group leaders email, and she says its our final lap now. you know what, its been almost a year working with my fyp mates. i must say i really enjoy being in this team. everythings so nostalgic now. even though last year was tough, freaking tough, i still had fun going down to hangout everyday after school to rush our assignments with my classmates. and then at night fiq would come over to accompany me till late night to send me home. each year spent in poly has memories worth remembering. i will never forget who are the ones who never left, and who are the ones who supported me at my lowest. fiq, why did you quit school. where are you now.

ok, back to assignments.

english

2012-01-20T01:55:00.004+08:00

my english is so rotten because whenever i cant find a suitable vocab to use i replace it with fuck. its so bad a habit that i cant even come up with a decent letter or report because i lack vocabs. whenever i speak, i go like, i feel fucking fucked up because of the fucking weather that is making my head spin like fuck.

its not that im born to be vulgar, but fuck is too perfect a word that it fits in everywhere and still sound legit. if my english was better, i could probably replace all my fucks with better words and sound less crude. i used to read a lot of blogs and books and had a bit of vocabs to spare.. now im so lazy to even think of anything that i just go fuck. and tadah, end of story, yet still legit.

i have been typing my job cover letter for 3 hrs already because for every sentence i type, i stop for 5 mins to think of how to make it sound better. THIS IS FUCKING HARD WORK.

florida

2012-01-19T00:40:00.002+08:00

me, teeyong and small ben. we 3 have the exact birks!

i have brand new size 34 and 37 florida red to let go, anyone wants to buy from me?

let it grow

2012-01-17T00:34:00.002+08:00

the flowers that junyan gave me :D

A POT OF SUNFLOWERS ^^

black friday

2012-01-13T23:03:00.002+08:00

happy 21st birthday jj!

the first black friday of 2011 has been awesome! usually when i wake up in the morning, i feel very FUUUUUUUUUUUU, but i woke up today feeling that today is gonna be good! then look out of my window and smile and stretch my body a bit to act one dramatic. hahaha

today is one of the rare days where every single one of us in class felt so happy and light hearted that ying started 'dancing' around, fiona 'jogged' about and even vyvyan looked so cheerful! omg i love today so much, yesterday i had one of my worst days because i felt so stressed over everything thats been happening in my life?

i feel that im a person who cant set aside my personal feelings for work, so sometimes when i scold ying, i do it for the sake of work but then i am actually someone who gets very affected by how she feels later on. i always scold her during project work, and in front of her i always show how ruthless i can be, but actually im not la. yah i never showed her i am once affected but all these slowly accumulated within me and yesterday my volcano erupted and i broke down because i felt so bad towards her. i mean i know work is work lah, im quite gong si fen ming also but i just feel sad whenever im too harsh on her and when she is already giving her best. and yesterday was so bad a day that even doing a project makes me wanna cry. that kind of thing.

but today, everyone felt so happy. denise said the feeling of today is like, if you give me a project to do yesterday i will feel very wah sian.... but today is maybe like, mm, sian also but can ah can do. YES YOU KNOW THIS FEELING? me and ying were so stressed over our flash that we didnt really talk in class for the past 2 days but today we both felt a burden lifted off once again! :D

then everyone was hopping and jumping around in class, this kind of scenario really makes you feel like life is freaking awesome. its the same kind of feeling you get when you go for a short getaway in msia, when you drive past all the mountains and trees, you feel like all your stress is left behind.

plus, happiness is so contagious that even the people who werent really happy, started feeling happy after seeing us so cheery. k i feel that im gonna miss my class so badly after we graduate! especially the usual few :'(

i think fionas one is so funny because ax is beside her! her dog!! HAHAHAHA and faris! forever smoking only HAHAHAHA just now he said he was feeling unwell, then the next moment we turned our head, he was smoking already lolololol.

gonna really really really miss them so badly after we graduate, which is soon :(

how to deal with rapists

2012-01-11T02:15:00.001+08:00

an interesting article i saw on tumblr

It seems that alot of attackers use some tactic to get away with violence. Not many people know how to take care of themselves when faced with such a
situation. Everyone should read this especially each n every girl in this world. THOUGHT THIS WAS GOOD INFO TO PASS ALONG…

FYI - Through a rapist’s eyes! A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts:

1] The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle.
They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun! , braid, or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets.

2] The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for women who’s clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissors around to cut clothing.

3] They also look for women using their cell phone, searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and can be easily overpowered.

4] The number one place women are abducted from / attacked at is grocery store parking lots.

5] Number two is office parking lots/garages.

6] Number three is public restrooms.

7] The thing about these men is that they are looking to grab a woman and quickly move her to a second location where they don’t have to worry about getting caught.

8] If you put up any kind of a fight at all, they get discouraged because it only takes a minute or two for them to realize that going after you isn’t worth it because it will be time-consuming.

9] These men said they would not pick on women who have umbrellas,or other similar objects that can be used from a distance, in their hands.

10] Keys are not a deterrent because you have to get really close to the attacker to use them as a weapon. So, the idea is to convince these guys you’re not worth it.

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POINTS THAT WE SHOULD REMEMBER:

1] If someone is following behind you on a street or in a garage or with you in an elevator or stairwell, look them in the face and ask them a question, like what time is it, or make general small talk:
can’t believe it is so cold out here, we’re in for a bad winter. Now that you’ve seen their faces and could identify them in a line- up, you lose appeal as a target.

2] If someone is coming toward you, hold out your hands in front of you and yell Stop or Stay back! Most of the rapists this man talked to said they’d leave a woman alone if she yelled or showed that she would
not be afraid to fight back. Again, they are looking for an EASY target.

3] If you carry pepper spray (this instructor was a huge advocate of it and carries it with him wherever he goes,) yelling I HAVE PEPPER SPRAY and holding it out will be a deterrent.

4] If someone grabs you, you can’t beat them with strength but you can do it by outsmarting them. If you are grabbed around the waist from behind, pinch the attacker either under the arm between the elbow and
armpit or in the upper inner thigh - HARD. One woman in a class this guy taught told him she used the underarm pinch on a guy who was trying to date rape her and was so upset she broke through the skin and tore out muscle strands the guy needed stitches. Try pinching yourself in those places as hard as you can stand it; it really hurts.

5] After the initial hit, always go for the groin. I know from a particularly unfortunate experience that if you slap a guy’s parts it is extremely painful. You might think that you’ll anger the guy and make him want to hurt you more, but the thing these rapists told our
instructor is that they want a woman who will not cause him a lot of trouble. Start causing trouble, and he’s out of there.

6] When the guy puts his hands up to you, grab his first two fingers and bend them back as far as possible with as much pressure pushing down on them as possible. The instructor did it to me without using
much pressure, and I ended up on my knees and both knuckles cracked audibly.

7] Of course the things we always hear still apply. Always be aware of your surroundings, take someone with you if you can and if you see any odd behavior, don’t dismiss it, go with your instincts. You may feel
little silly at the time, but you’d feel much worse if the guy really was trouble.

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FINALLY, PLEASE REMEMBER THESE AS WELL

I know you are smart enough to know these pointers but there will be some, where you will go “hmm I must remember that” After reading forward it to someone you care about, never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in.

1. Tip from Tae Kwon Do: The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do it.

2. Learned this from a tourist guide to New Orleans : if a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM. Toss it away from you…. chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or
purse than you and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION!

3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car: Kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won’t see you but everybody else will. This has saved lives.

4. Women have a tendency to get into their cars after shopping,eating, working, etc., and just sit (doing their checkbook, or making a list, etc. DON’T DO THIS! The predator will be watching you, and this is the perfect opportunity for him to get in on the passenger side,put a gun to your head, and tell you where to go. AS SOON AS YOU CLOSE the DOORS , LEAVE.

5. A few notes about getting into your car in a parking lot, or parking garage:
a. Be aware: look around your car as someone may be
hiding at the passenger side , peek into your car, inside the passenger side floor, and in the back seat. ( DO THIS TOO BEFORE RIDING A TAXI CAB) .
b. If you! u are parked next to a big van, enter your car from the passenger door. Most serial killers attack their victims by pulling them into their vans while the women are attempting to get into their cars.
c. Look at the car parked on the driver’s side of your vehicle, and the passenger side. If a male is sitting alone in the seat nearest your car, you may want to walk back into the mall, or work, and get a guard/policeman to walk you back out. IT IS ALWAYS BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY. (And better paranoid than dead.)

6. ALWAYS take the elevator instead of the stairs. (Stairwells are horrible places to be alone and the perfect crime spot).

7. If the predator has a gun and you are not under his control, ALWAYS RUN! The predator will only hit you (a running target) 4 in 100 times; And even then, it most likely WILL NOT be a vital organ. RUN!

8. As women, we are always trying to be sympathetic: STOP IT! It may get you raped, or killed. Ted Bundy, the serial killer, was a good-looking, well educated man, who ALWAYS played on the sympathies of unsuspecting women. He walked with a cane, or a limp, and often asked “for help” into his vehicle or with his vehicle, which is when he abducted his next victim.

decisions.

2012-01-09T01:04:00.005+08:00

went for desmonds 21st birthday today! i had so much fun talking to joshua chan i think hes the funniest person on earth and i laugh at every single thing that he says... i hope that if i choose to join the army after i graduate, he ll be my sergeant so i ll be laughing my way throughout my bmt.. i feel so excited just thinking bout it! but then again.. i may be considering getting into the uni because im still not ready to work full time. me working part time now has proven to everyone, including myself that my working attitude sucks. i bring a pillow to school. i cant do that when i work can i.. so yupz. school > work. i dont really feel the TGIF because i have to work on weekends, but i feel the TGIM even though theres school the next day.. hmmmmmmmm. hate making important decisions in life.. thats why its good to have a boyfriend who analyses things for you and supports you in whatever you do.

i gotta feeling that this year is gonna be very tough for the both of us because we re gonna graduate and start having different routes in our lives but then, i believe that our friendship will pull us through. i mean when im angry at him, im not really angry but more like... shit bitch mode on lets bitch about my boyfriend to my best friend.. who happen to be the fucking same person. HAHAHAHHA. damn mean right.. but nope, i call that fa lao sao, like how people complain bout their family but at the end of the day, we all know that we re gonna wanna stick around them forever because we love them so much. and thats how much i love him

blog is gonna turn boring every time someone falls in love and start talking about boyfriend in every post right......... okay.... but i doubt im gonna stop. hahahahaha *trollface*

rain over me

2012-01-03T00:08:00.003+08:00

thought of something to blog about when i was showering just now but then... forget it man. im so not in the mood to do anything now.

goodnight.

2012

2012-01-01T02:02:00.009+08:00

i was supposed to come up with a 2011 year end reflection about what happened during the year..... but the more i think about it, the more frustrated i feel because it definitely wasnt a smooth sailing year for me. it started out bad, faced many problems in school, work, r/s, and many many shit that happened along the way.... money, family, etc, all these made me so frustrated because they were way too much for me to handle.

but despite all the unhappiness, im glad to say that at least i gained the most important things in life. good friends, true friends, people you want to spend a lifetime with. besides junyan, i think the best things that i ever gained in 2011 is getting to know the 3 zumbi sisters + axy, alexia, jialing more and knowing that i have people to back me up whenever im down.

and luckily at the end of all these emotional turmoil, my year ended with a story like the damsel in distress. i had a hero who saved and fixed the broken hearted me, so if my 2011 was a movie, it has gotta to be a movie with a happy ending. even when a movie started out bad, as long as it gets better and able to end it well, it will still be considered as a good movie too right?

so i want to stop looking back and feel sad or remorseful over things that cannot be changed or could have been done better, instead, i should be looking forward to whats ahead of this new year and make sure i dont regret anything at the end of the year

this year, i am looking forward to

1) graduating from poly
2) korea with the TU
3) hong kong with the clique 5
4) going to uni/army/air force/police (cant decide)
5) junyans surgery (i know hes damn excited)
6) ASPIRATION CAMP! i am so going to go back to school for it.

and to bring down the resolutions that i set for 2011

1) be happy
2) be contented
3) be strong

have a great year ahead everybody. i know 2012 is gonna be good, i mean, how bad can it be when the person i love loves me so much right. hehehehehehehehehehe im like free from worries. i feel so safe with him around.

last ladies night of the year

2011-12-29T18:15:00.002+08:00

ok, so usually i dont really blog about going to club because theres nothing to talk about. i just drink outside go in sleep and leave when the entire thing ends. like so same old story lah. and most of the time i am not really excited about clubbing, i ll just go for the sake of going, sometimes a little bit more excited depending on who the company is. yesterday i was VERY VERY EXCITED because its the last ladies night before 2011 ends!!

so many ppl went and it was quite fun even though it was damn packed. and the exciting thing is, I HAD PICTURES TAKEN WITH COLIN ^^ i swear colin looks so much like haishien!

very blur but must show off! HHAHAHHAA

and the even more exciting thing is............. I FELL DOWN AND SPRAINED MY ANKLE ON THE DANCE FLOOR LOL!!!!! i knew it was painful but i was too tipsy to be bothered. that was around 11pm++. i dont know how i even managed to survive till 3am. at 3am, me and jyan went out to mcdonalds to eat and drink and when we wanted to go back in, i realised i couldnt walk anymore -.-"

it was so damn painful that he had to carry me and the cab driver at first even thought i was wasted -.-

heres a picture of how swollen my left ankle is HAHAHAHHAA PIG TROTTER YOZ

i feel like i wasted the night away because it was so fun but i had to leave early :(

friends.

2011-12-27T23:55:00.001+08:00

christmas eve

2011-12-25T19:30:00.003+08:00

the clique 5 finally reunited as jiawan came back from canada! we slacked at kaiens house during christmas eve and sleepover the night. when i woke up, jiawan has alrdy left for hongkong T.T

so like halfway through the camwhore gab suggested playing with the make up, and she did the make up for me! i swear i love it so much!

couldnt stop camwhoring you mei you

AND AND. SHUEJIA MSGED ME OKAY. BEST XMAS GIFT EVER LOLOLOLOLOL

then at 5am or something, me gab and kaien very very randomly got up and camwhored our last pack of polaroid film away in our cui est state. we took a pic of us scaring jiawan while she was asleep (really asleep), and we wrote a note and attached it to the film and secretly put it inside her passport. i hope she has seen it already :')

anw, merry christmas to all!

pulau ubin

2011-12-21T15:10:00.001+08:00

a short getaway/double date at pulau ubin

we 2 bought similar shades at tamp before heading over to changi village! and we wore them to conceal our cuiness. hahahaha or maybe only me, cuz idky why he wore it the entire day.

irritating sia this ying. hahahaha

acting yi ge excited LOLOLOLOL

fluffy bunny

i think kayaking was the most fun for me!! lololol before the trip jyan was most excited bout snorkeling and i was like okay, i give 10 mins for you to snorkel, because i already heard the thing was artificial. then he was very sad.. and requested for 1 hr for snorkeling. in the end?? after he saw how shallow the water is, he didnt even wanna do it LOL.

ying and huihan still went ahead to snorkel, while we 2 rested on the kayak, and i kinda fell asleep. LOL

^ this 2 ah, really spammed my camera with a lot of their zi lian pictures!

and this jyan really can sleep anywhere and everywhere -.-

i think we damn sec sch srsly. keep taking this kind of pictures LOLOLOL i used to dislike doing this but sorry i think im getting more and more childish hahahaha

time to leave the place :(

btw, i have dyed my hair black. VERY WEIRD RIGHT! T.T whoever said i would look good in black lied to me T.T

rumor has it

2011-12-18T19:48:00.003+08:00

steamboat at bens house + cob birthday celebration

^ i love this photo because everyone looks so happy!

happy belated birthday cob!

LTC 11/12

2011-12-16T16:14:00.002+08:00

best supper ever!

a thousand years

2011-12-13T01:08:00.002+08:00

its been a while

found this while clearing my files

i love the hair, its so nice hor! i wonder how long more i ll take to have my hair grown that long again.

anyway, ytd me and jyan bought the same hairdyes and so.. we are going to have blonde hair soon ^^. i know denise keep telling me to dye it black because i look very pale in light hair colours... i kind of agree so..... i bought jet black too! if my blonde epicfails im dyeing it black before school reopens!

2011-12-04T23:33:00.000+08:00

junyan.

2011-12-04T00:39:00.002+08:00

i really really dont want to boast, hehehe, but i cannot help but feel so fortunate and proud to have him in my life. ever since year 1, he has always been at my beck and call. no matter how busy or tired he was, he would make time for me. i love how he has always been there for me, still is, and always will. every time, every single time i have a problem, one phone call is all i need.

there are too many things that he has done for me that i cant remember anymore, because i used to take him for granted. but now, i really cherish and love him a lot. 1 week ago during it fair, i called him up, crying, and then straight away, he came over to expo to show me his trollface because i never fail to chuckle at that LOLOLOL. today. i smsed him telling him how pekcek i was with my bro because he woke me up from my sleep for nothing. 1 hr later, he came over with pastamania.

i know sometimes hes very irritating and all, but he dotes on me a lot, and thats all that matters. hes so nice to me that everytime i go to thingsaboutboyfriends.tumblr.com, every post reminds me of him. i cant explain how lucky i am, to have a boyfriend whos my best friend.

this was taken 2 years ago

so it all came true didnt it! hahaha!

my next life

2011-12-02T01:38:00.000+08:00

In my next life I want to live my life backwards. You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old people’s home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy, go collect your pension, and then when you start work, you get a gold watch and a party on your first day. You work for 40 years until you’re young enough to enjoy your retirement. You party, drink alcohol, and are generally promiscuous, then you are ready for high school. You then go to primary school, you become a kid, you play. You have no responsibilities, you become a baby until you are born. And then you spend your last 9 months floating in luxurious spa-like conditions with central heating and room service on tap, larger quarters every day and then Voila! You finish off as an orgasm!

sitex 2011

2011-11-26T00:24:00.004+08:00

this is my big boss daughter, shes so adorable right!

i look forward to work the next day every time i work for axioo. even though its quite a brandless company, i never fail to enjoy myself with the people there. the staffs there are always so friendly and funny! my big boss even let me sit down and facebook my last hr of work.

and i have to mention my supervisor(?), his name is alan and hes FREAKING FUNNY. the first day i was so tired that i walked around expo a few times to find a spot to sleep, but i couldnt find anywhere to sleep so i slept in the toilet. and i kept moving around from places to places to rest because i was so tired. in the end at night, i bth i just asked straight in the face, eh i very tired can i sleep? and he started telling me stories of how he fell asleep in the previous it fairs LOL

one of the stories went like, "that time i worked for this show, they said if we want our brand to be known, make our booth taller so everyone from far can see. so we built our booth the tallest. it was so empty and there werent many customers. i had nothing to do from 10-10. so i went into the booth, and because our booth was so tall, it was so dark that i fell asleep till 9pm. when it was 9pm, i wanted to go out to walk around to show face a bit, but i woke up only to find my logistic person sleeping beside me as well." LOLOLOL SO FUNNY RIGHT

there were a lot of funny stories of him skiving at work and all of them is SUPER DUPER epic. so today i decided to admit that ive been "eating snake" at work too, and instead of scolding me, he was like, eh bo jio leh you. HAHAHAHAHA

okay 2 more days, im so motivated to work hard and be serious tmrw!

it girl

2011-11-24T01:05:00.003+08:00

camwhored in class because we all need something to blog for wtm

everybody should totally visit my girls blogs because they write very interesting stories

yingying
shawna
denise
vyvyan
xueqi
fiona

please at least visit them because we need the hits for our module! thanks so much~

master of pigs

2011-11-23T01:33:00.005+08:00

watched 2359 today, its not scary, it has no moral of story, and its quite boring. at first i warned jyan that if he screams or gets frightened during the movie, im going to slap him real hard. but fml i didnt get the chance to because it wasnt scary enough to make him scream FMLFMLFML :'(

anyway after the movie, he sent me home but we were very hungry so us being pigs, we rushed over to the shop and save below my house to buy food to eat, and we bought like bread, ham and milk, and we even asked the cashier person to cut open our ham LOLOLOL AND SHE GAVE THE WTH FACE AND UMCHIO AT US HAHAHA.

so we tried to explain to her a bit but fol we were too hungry that right after we cut it open we rushed out of the shop to eat LOLOLOLOL

yeah, super random and impromptu, but definitely one of the best meals ever. see our satisfied pig faces. oink oinkz

RT @FRIENDSHlP: The best relationship is when you can act like lovers and bestfriends at the same time.

20112011

2011-11-21T01:50:00.004+08:00

we celebrated my belated birthday at overtime today! which is like one mth late wth damn lame LOLOLOL.

while walking home from holland v his knee suddenly locked so we sat down at the bridge because thats where we were, its super like secondary sch kids slacking by the stairs know! sch uniform tucked out and maybe have cigarettes on our hands trying to act like lian and beng??

even tho his face cant be seen, my face too chio so must post

WE LOOK LIKE YANSHING AND CHERIE RIGHT! HAHAHA!

^ this is my fav pic!

i want to tell you that your jaw isnt ugly, i think this is what sets you aside from other people! its special and cute, even i look cute doing it! RIGHT NOTZ.

holy us

2011-11-20T00:05:00.000+08:00

i just saw her blog post and she featured me i feel so touched bodohz T.T

i also buay tahan this girl, she ALWAYS doesnt reply my sms. its not like i am chatting with her over sms, but more like asking her a question that requires an answer. even after nagging at her to reply every single time, she still shrug it off. PEK CEK HOR! but i also love her a lot (L) shes like always interested in my stories when theyre not even interesting. LOLOLOLOL

beautiful night

2011-11-19T22:56:00.003+08:00

had xlb buffet at holland v today!

this daniel super unglam. at crystal jade....

after 4 hrs at harrys.. still doing the same thing

lolololol

anyway i think holland v is so pretty! i talk like its my first time there -.- ogay......

(L)

i cant wait to see alexia and daniel get married! omg yes we re talking about marriage.. its time to admit, we have all grown up.

this nov

2011-11-17T22:13:00.002+08:00

this nov has been the best month of the year because i made the wisest decision ever. im so happy i can eat everything now bodohz.

dream a little dream of me

2011-11-16T01:06:00.003+08:00

very pretty right~ but she super unglam one! if you think im unglam enough, you havent met her! HAHAHAHA

every time i club, i have the tendency to sleep inside. i think i slept for almost all the time ive gone #whatsnew. then xueqi was like, the next time we go, bring a bed. LOLOLOLOL

#awkwardpose

2011-11-14T00:54:00.005+08:00

jyans aunt bought him a new camera today! so he brought it out to camwhore, and theres this pop art function in the camera which makes our skin look super tanned! we think its nice, so we used it. hehehe

and he uploaded the pics on fb like so instantaneously, feels like how i used to be in yr 1. everyday diligently take pics and upload on fb on the very same day.

now? no more. getting more and more pig everyday.

^ this pose srsly damn bastard lah ah..... LOLOLOL. i think i need to go vegetarian for a few days to reduce my karma............. SRSLY...... HAHAHA

dress up who

2011-11-11T02:17:00.004+08:00

i found this dress up game online,

and its totally what id wear lah. hahaha

the hair, the ear studs, that denim shorts and vest, and a plain white tank. BUT THEY DONT HAVE FLIP FLOPS FOR ME

i wanna have long hair and dress like this T.T

glendas 19th

2011-11-10T01:10:00.004+08:00

the peeps who were there to help decorate and light up the candles

DAMN ROMANTIC SERIOUSLY.........

after we were done........ CAMWHOREXZXZX

and before the birthday girl arrived.. camwhored some more...

ok and when she arrived, she was blindfolded and piggybacked by matt. then when he handed her over to me, she was like you this stupid petrine i can smell you LOLOLOL. im sorry for smelling too good yoz.

so i took her blindfold off, i thought she would be very touched, in the end her first sentence was "eh that candle no more fire liao" -____-

brought her to where matt was standing, and he was in the heart shape holding the cheesecake that he made! SO ROMANTIC RIGHTZXXX! then everyone who were hiding came out and sang the birthday song for her.

heheh my stupid pig

after everyone left, we 4 camwhored some more!

we were acting all couple-ish so i told jyan to piggyback me so we dont look that foreveralone. in the end......... they win alrdy lor. they did this without us knowing

conclusion: still #foreveralone

should totally add some chinese caption at the side for this ^

FOUND MY FAMILY

^ LOLOLOLOL DAMN RETARDED HAHAHAHAHA ITS LIKE HI PIG LONG TIME NO SEE YOZXZ

^ I LOVE THIS PIC SO MUCH BUT ITS BLURRED :( CAN YOU SEE MY PIG FACE. HAHAHA

ps. the pics are not doing any justice lor srsly!

the pre

2011-11-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

to glenda, my precious pig

HERES WHAT HAPPENED 2 DAYS BEFORE YOUR BIRTHDAY

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we happily bought our groceries from cold storage!

see jyans spare tyre. hahaha i didnt notice it until he zoomed in the camera and showed it to me. time to lose weight bro! karma for always saying i gained weight uh. hahaha

we were there to "help out"...........

and to camwhore v^^v

this ben forever eye power only

tadah~ a little out of shape, but filled with love ^^

MY PIGS.

2011-11-05T21:56:00.004+08:00

I MISS CHUZ

how time flies, been almost 2 mths since our last phuket trip!

wtm

2011-11-05T00:44:00.004+08:00

hi everybody, i have changed my layout and removed all the links and nuffnang for the sake of wtm. i guess i ll be blogging more often with interesting contents since wtm is a module?!

one random fact bout me before i go off? im not a pure singaporean

haha yupz im serious. thats all for now, goodbye folks.

forever and always

2011-11-04T01:35:00.002+08:00

after we realised blocking the flash can make us look so good we kept doing it hehehe. really very nice right! i think cuz its dim so all our flaws are covered. hahahahahehehehehehohoho

^ MY EYES DAMN DROOPY RIGHT

omg this one damn chio hehehe

count on me

2011-11-03T02:31:00.005+08:00

hehehe today jyan so nice deliver mcdonalds breakfast to my house. think hes really so nice?? NO. its cuz he thought his class clique wouldnt be coming to sch so he didnt know where else to eat... and so he came to my house cuz i stay like 2 mins away from school. IDIOT. HAHAHAHAHAHA BUT STILL THANKS LAH ^^

accompanied him to cut his hair at night and kke wanted him to cut bangs, cuz she cut it for chun and she thought it was cute. at first i was super against the idea of jyan cutting bangs but in the end he did.. and i think its quite nice!

i think he looks 10 years younger with the haircut. he was super happy with the outcome and so.... we camwhored! HAHAHAHA been like super long since i even took out my camera pls.

then he accidentally blocked the flash with his finger, the effect was super nice, and we ended up trying out all sorts of colours to block the flash. all our poses were the same for most photos and we were just experimenting with the colours.. HAHAHAHAHA like use white paper to cover, yellow shirt ah, pink plastic bag ah, all the random stuff we could find around us.

okay im feeling lazy tonight so just one pic to end this post

you can count on me like 123 i ll be there

Bleeding love

2011-10-31T18:55:00.004+08:00

Shuejia injured himself last sat during liqings bday. And i think I damn bastard cuz instead of being concerned, I went like OMG IT'S A HEART SHAPE HE'S BLEEDING LOVE SIA LA WAIT WAIT I TAKE PICTURE FIRST.

LOLOL but anw I think it's quite a deep cut. The same night after I went home cob msged me telling me that shuejia was hospitalized because of infection. I thought it was for real sial. Then turned out cob fooled me. -.- idiot.

Poorboy93. Hope you recover soon!

nhzgg

2011-10-29T01:38:00.001+08:00

一见钟情，你已偷走我的心，
不由自主，从此相伴一路行，
时而狂欢，只因你的点滴笑，
时而悲哀，只因你的泪与意。

谢天谢地，人海茫茫能相共，
难舍难分，多少柔情深深种，
花海草原，细数怎么留行踪，
千言万语，耳边句句在飘送。

因为有你，生命变的多美丽，
因为有你，相依相偎多甜蜜，
失去了你，山山水水都多余，
失去了你，日升日落无意义。

一见钟情，注定你是我的爱，
情深似海，只想把你抱满怀，
爱到心碎，难道你还不明白，
今生今世，怎能和你再分开。

to my fellow TUs

2011-10-27T01:34:00.002+08:00

the original plan was to eat with junyan, but he "surprised" me with the TU people at holland v. so we ate and had the tiny cake which i used to smash people, and junyan made my clothes dirty because he said he wanted me to go home and bathe. HAHAHA and they gave me this pig piggy bank with lots of coins. i really love it a lot okay!

then he wanted to make sure he send me home but i didnt want, i ended up sitting at the bus stop with him but he said he was tired so we left after his bus came. and me, being me, went home to bathe and SLEEP. yes i slept at like 10pm. #piglifestyle

i knew there would be many messages flooding in at 12am so i silent my phone but i am a light sleeper! my phone buzzed and axy called to wake me up from my sleep, asked me to count the money in the piggybank, but i wanted to sleep -.-

i opened the piggybank and realised there were only a few coins and no notes, and she said if i wanted more, open the door. and i was like wth.....what are you all up to again dont play alrdy leh walao eh haiyo tsk argh pekcekkkkkkkk know HAHAHAHA hannar i was super grumpy okay. in the end i opened the door there was a photo of me in my huan zhu ge ge outfit and a coin on top and my mum was like omg why so scary.. very scary leh omg.... then i was like.. mummy you very sarcastic you mei you....

and i went out, it was like a freakin "walk of wealth"?! every few steps i made there would be photos and coins on the floor and i had to follow and collect them. and every 2 storey there would be someone handing me a photo of them taken with me. it was very tiring especially when i had to walk down the stairs, so i complained and complained and complained, and i almost gave up.

THEN THEY TOLD ME... SHUEJIA WAITING FOR ME AT LEVEL 1. HAHAHA THEN I WAS LIKE LETS TAKE THE LIFT DOWN TO THE 1ST FLOOR NOWZ. LOLOLOLOL

but when i reached the 1st level, shuejia wasnt there!? then they all went up to my house with me, and there was a cake waiting for me at home. i went in and the moment i saw junyan i slapped him like super hard and super a lot of times and my mum pulled me away and said "bu ke yi zhe yang, hen tong de leh" AHHAHAHAHA "CANNOT LIKE THAT, VERY PAIN ONE LEH"

so yahhhhh although i kept complaining right, but thats my way of showing my appreciation okay!! HAHAHAHA. really lah junyan. i really appreciate the effort! i mean, srsly this is like a damn creative and good plan know!? its just that im not a person who enjoys surprises so i might look very unappreciative because i always dont know how to react, but i really feel that few years later when i look back i will laugh at whatever that happened on my 19th birthday!

thank you TU. sorry and thank you junyan :)

PS. I SUPER LOVE THE PRESENT. THE PHOTOS AND THE MONEY HEHEHEHEHE

-

today i went out with CHEESY, SHUET AND GLENDA.

they didnt surprise me with anybody. they surprised me with something else which was EVEN MORE SURPRISING.

their plan was to go to some very very atas place for fine dining. they made me dress up. WE ALL DRESSED UP. i gave them face and didnt wear flip flop! and guess where they brought me to.

THE MOST ATAS PLACE.

LIANG COURT MCDONALDS.

yah and that was where i had my fine dining. yah not paiseh at all. the ppl inside were looking at me. no i not paiseh. :):):) HAHAHAHAHAHA. i had my appetizer, which is the bread of the burger. they cut it into a heart shape and put it on a plate. then i had my cocktail. its iced milo.

then my main course. is cheese burger the patty lor. dont bluff me say what buy from elsewhere de steak ah. then i was like complaining then glenda was like SHUT UP LAH FASTER EAT WE WANT TO GO PLAY MAHJONG ALRDY. AND ITS LIKE....

I JUST REACHED!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THEN I HAD MY DESSERT. JUST AS I WAS FEELING FULL...... they took their things and said, ok lets go for our fine dining. IDIOT. HAHAHAHAHA then we went to look for place to eat...... i chose this restaurant which was quite expensive because i thought they were treating me... in the end they were like "WE GOT SAY WE TREAT YOU MEH? OK WE GO KOPITIAM" HAHAHAHHAHAHA

#epicmoments

retro nerds

2011-10-23T21:09:00.003+08:00

i was the 'school bully' :D

PREFECT VS BULLY

hahahaha ben so dramatic in the pic!

my hair very retarded sial. i used up my hair spray just to make it stand like this!

(L)(L)(L)

glad you came

2011-10-22T23:42:00.001+08:00

"I want a boy best friend who will call me beautiful, and like my photos on facebook, commenting them saying things such as the fact he's proud to have me as a bestfriend. One that I can call up, crying about other boys, and him saying he'll beat the shit out of them for me. A boy bestfriend who will drive me around like he's my big brother, and kiss me on my cheek/forehead when he knows I'm upset. One who becomes friends with my boyfriend and one who calls me up to see what I'm doing. I want a boy best friend who will tell me when I'm wrong, and force me into fixing things and apologizing because he knows that it will make things better for me. I just want a perfect boy best friend, who will love me and protect me from all the other boys."

you. @Junyann happy belated birthday :)

rainy days

2011-10-19T20:08:00.004+08:00

i got pics taken with shuejia and keith today yoz. the pics are in my wallet nowz hen xing fu you mei you ^^

i still have a pack of film unused. lets continue spamming moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

im enjoying my time in sch because its my last sem in poly alrdy. i swear this sem feels so much like the rainy day season 2 years ago. everyday go clubrm sit down talk cock and do nothing. i miss the rainy day clique. time flies hor

happygirls92

2011-10-18T23:06:00.002+08:00

me aixin glenda and jiahui wanted to look for a place to sit down and chit chat but we couldnt find a place to sit, so we went into the salon, super impromptu decision to dye our hair! no more black roots i like ^^

the walking dead 2

2011-10-16T23:27:00.006+08:00

when i first took up this job i didnt know it would be such a big thing. i didnt even know there would be press around and that it would be up on yahoo news, channel 5, stomp, etc. but i gotta admit it was very fun and cool! i love walking towards the secondary and primary school people because they cfm scream and run away. HAHAHAHA

our makeup artists also damn funny, they always say they damn epic fail because they always get frightened by us when they were the ones who drew us. hahaha so me and cheesy purposely turned arnd to scare them while they were talking and they screamed LOLOL

i rmb at tamp mall there was this very very cute and handsome guy who looks around my age, he like keep taking pictures of me with his dslr and handphone and whatever he could find in his bag and pockets. then i was like darn... why did i have to meet him in this look man. gek xim know

being a scorpio.

2011-10-10T23:40:00.007+08:00

i dislike, or in fact i hate it when people associate all the bad things with scorpios. sometimes i feel ashamed to be a scorpio because everyone thinks im bad. its like sometimes im not bad at all but because im a scorpio people think i am. for the slightest mistake i make its all because im a scorpio. i dont think it is fair for anyone to judge me like this? now i feel like i hate the person who started with this horoscope thing because if you wanna invent it at least make all signs equal and nice. why must all the other signs be the goody two shoes while we are the only evil and cunning people? its not fair!

its like i say im a very simple person when i think of something, i only think of that thing but because im a scorpio, people think im deep and i probably am also thinking of something scheming. and sometimes when the real deep person is some other nice sign they get away with it just because their signs say they are kind? eh its not fair like this okay?

i didnt even choose to be a scorpio. i also dont want to be one, but do i have a choice? no! but i have a choice to be nice, and i am nice! i mean, i know im in no position to say i am but srsly? im tired of all these "aiya because you are a scorpio" shit. because of all these beliefs that you have, i am not nice no matter what i do because even when i am, i am just being fake because "all scorpios are evil" and i must have something up my sleeve for being nice like this.

im okay with people judging me for what i do or say. but judging me for being a scorpio? okay can. no im not angry. im #justsaying.

2011-10-09T20:58:00.001+08:00

found this on tumblr. TOTALLY

why so pretty

2011-10-07T22:48:00.003+08:00

jeff has a nikon camera that can make you prettier! I SHOW YOU

^ this is the original

^ edited by the camera

before and after

CANNOT TAKE IT SIA!!!!! TOO PRETTY ALRDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

connection camp 11/12

2011-10-06T11:15:00.001+08:00

i swear, really swear, cc this year DAMN awesome! being a gp is the best thing ever because i feel that i got to bond with the year 2s, and also some of the year 1s!

oh oh and, i can happily walk to any group when i was a free gp cuz every group have my eye candies! HAHAHAHHAHAHA

during one of the games, we gave the group a forfeit and it was make me laugh, so keith did something very cute and i laughed. and i laughed not because i thought it was funny, but cuz he was leaning forward very close to my face and i felt very shy. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA

and during bbq, glenda went over to the campers pit, took one hotdog and gave it to me. and then she was like, youll love this because its cooked by shuejia. just as i was feeling VERY VERY happy, ben snatched it away from me. BEN IS DAMN GAY OKAY HE KEEP SAYING AND BEHAVING THAT HE LIKES SHUEJIA, which is actually true la HAHAHAHAHA

that maynard very very irritating because he keep exposing me but all thanks to him, i got a pic taken with shuejia!!!! BY DSLR SOMEMORE HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH YAYE ^^V

that junyan also, when shuejia came to justacia he kept shouting XUEWEN XUEWEN to make me paiseh but he totally just got owned by himself hor tan junyan? -.-

so anw, to sum up this cc, its friggin awesome!! its like im having post cc syndrome!

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i stupidly didnt charge my camera before i went to cc and my camera died on the first day, BEFORE the year 1s came. -.- but i think its a good thing because i dont need to send to the pub, right? i think so. hahaha

September has finally ended

2011-10-01T23:38:00.004+08:00

Hi world. I've been waiting for today since the 1st of sept! Words can't describe how bad that month had been. It's like I've been crying since the start till the very end! And for the whole month I've been feeling so sad.. its been the longest i ever felt this down. the only 4 happy days were those times i was at phuket with my 9 pigs and 48 piglets. ok lah... i admit. actually i think i exaggerated a bit lah.. A BIT only !

anyway, i passed my tp test! but i wasnt as happy as i imagined to be because i feel that my parents look down on me.. i know many people keep telling me not to get affected by them but i really cant help it! they are the people i love the most, and i get very affected by the way they think of me. i am sad not because i am incapable, i am sad because they think i am.

whenever i try to prove my worth, i always end up breaking down because i put too much pressure on myself. the worst part is that my parents love me a lot too, and they try to minimize the damage by talking to me nicely and not wanting to hurt me. and precisely its because they do not want hurt me, it pains me even more because it shows what they genuinely feel.

i rather they do it openly like "eh i think youre lousy ahaha loser", than "ok lah youre not bad alrdy at least you passed.. wow but that means your bro is a lot capable you know! he got only 4 pts.. wow.. not easy"

i dont know how to explain this feeling, but i rather someone scold me for being VERY UGLY than NOT VERY PRETTY. because i can take it as its not true cuz wtf im not VERY WTFUGLY RIGHT? but when someone says im not very pretty then yes.. i know im not... this kind of feeling you know???

when i told my brother i just passed my tp only, his reaction was "AHAHA wtf youre so lousy but who cares, youve passed!! come, lets go i bring you out to celebrate and teach you how to drive the van!!" but my dad was like "no shes a girl shes different she cannot drive" i dont think my bro knew that i was sad and secretly tearing behind the scene because of my parents reactions, but i heard him quarrel with my parents because he felt that since i could pass im just as capable. i didnt even dare to speak up for myself because im such a loser but my bro helped me say all the things that i never in my life dared to say.

we have planned so many things to do after i passed on the day but i was so sad that i cried my last few hours of september. but anyhow, when september ended, my mood was lifted up by a lot and i felt happy! because the toughest month is over and, what? why did i even cry when i have fucking passed my TP!!!! since my dad doesnt let me drive his van, i can drive my bros van!! AHAHAHAHAHAHA _|_

october will be a good month because its my birthday month!!!! same wishes every year, world peace, more money, and most importantly, for everyone to be happy. and not to forget, for me to be happier!!! last year i wished that everyone would be happy but i forgot to wish for myself, maybe thats the reason why ive been so down the entire year!!!!!

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i wanna thank my 2 impt friend for being there for and with me too, junyan and haishien. this 2 peeps are like my another big bros!

junyan never fail to lift up my mood by telling me his stupid logic (which somehow do make sense) and calming my nerves before my tp telling me not to cry because crying is immediate failure HAHAHA.

and haishien for always willing to travel down any time even during the midnight just to be there for me when im down, to listen to me rant and complain, watch me cry and then later behave like a stupid bimbo, sometimes to knock some sense into me, and to watch me get better altogether.

my birthday wish this year i wont forget to include yall!! and also the impt people in my life, you all know who you are!! even tho this year has been VERY VERY tough for me, i found out who my true friends are!! i love all of you (L)

"every girl needs a guy best friend"

2011-09-26T23:43:00.002+08:00

im glad i have him :)

if you dont already notice.. we actually have the same hairstyle ^^ but my head very big thats why T.T

to phuket

2011-09-23T22:08:00.005+08:00

had a mini getaway with very awesome people~! it was fun but i was so lazy and in the end i took so few pics! like only 170 pics?! #lifetimeregret

but anyway, the trip was really fun!

maybe the first day wasnt really fun because it rained the whole day, plus we werent familiar with the place so there were a lot of hiccups here and there, and we made a lot of changes to our plans. after checking in to the hotel, we headed over to premium outlet to shop. the place was a disappointment because there werent many brands and the prices werent exactly a lot cheaper also, PLUS it was raining the entire time when we were there. that place has no shelter from shop to shop so after entering one shop we had to use the umbrella to go over to another shop? super mafan pls.

when we were tired we went over to a cafe to slack and i dozed off. then one stupid caucasian smacked our table and woke me and glenda up. we both woke up, looked at that caucasian, and went back to sleep. after about 5 secs, we both woke up again, and asked if somebody slammed our table just now. LOL -.-

and when i was up i saw cob laughing and i thought he was laughing at us. we went over to their table and that was the first time in the 2 year plus that i know him i ever seen him laugh so badly that he teared!! later he told us the reason why but it wasnt really like VERY funny but when i saw him laugh i also felt like laughing la hahahaha. actually the story really quite funny la HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA

went back to hotel, showered and went out for dinner, and also to the night market to shop! we all bought the i love phuket shirt/tanks to wear ^^

went over to phi phi island on the second day!! the day was very long because we all woke up super early at 645am! and we took a ferry to the island to snorkel! IT WAS DAMN FUN I SWEAR!!! you know when you wear the snorkel mask you will look very disfigured because that thing stretches your damn face? glendas eyes like one up one down like that, and she over there, kept shouting, "PETRINE VERY UGLY SIA!!! HAHAHAHAHHAA!!! EH REALLY THIS PETRINE WEAR THIS THING VERY VERY UGLY!!" =.=

i think snorkeling was so fun because we were like super clumsy in the water LOLOLOLOL. then got one part SUPER EPIC. there was a fish swimming around glenda, i wanted to touch the fish so i swam over... stretched out my hand.. and instead of grabbing the fish, i squeezed glendas tummy fats. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA then when i moved my head out of the water, her facial expression was like super poker face. HAHAHAHAHAHA DAMN EPIC I SWEAR. then she wanted to take revenge and we both cat fought in the water, like super dangerous okay?? then i kept shouting and screaming and struggling then she said something that made me laugh and choke

"I TELL YOU STORY A, C, D YOU TELL ME STORY B".

HAHAHAHAHA i laughed so badly because she managed to summarise my story into one short sentence when i kept having to repeat to different people "i tell my father story a, he tells me story b. i tell my father story c, he tells me story b. i tell my father story d, he tells me story b." WHY DIDNT I THINK OF SUMMARISING IT?!!!!! HAHAHAH

after snorkeling we went for buffet and i ate till i was the last person to leave #pigleh. went back to shopping center at phuket town!!! and after shopping, we went back to the hotel to have our themed party. i was so excited to drink because i couldnt sleep the night before and i wanted to drink so that it would be easier for me to sleep. idky but i think my alcohol tolerance is back to normal? that time after my stomach flu 1 shot and im gone. that night i drank so much but i didnt even manage to get high -.-

played and went back to our room at 330am? and i wanted to wash some of my clothes, in the end, i might as well just wash everything and i washed till 4 plus 5! -.-

third day! i thought junchai would need the whole day to nurse his hangover because he drank the most, but everyone woke up earlier than me and axy!!!!!!! #PIGLEH third day was like the climax of this trip because it was fucking fun!! we went for go kart and it was damn fun!!!! after that ride sure can pass tp already!! HAHAHA

and we also rode the atv. omg i swear atv is FUCKING DANGEROUS!! we paid for the 30 min jungle tour and i almost got stranded alone in the jungle pls!!! that vehicle was so hard to control and everyone slowly overtook me when we had to move uphill. there was one part i couldnt control the vehicle, i drove into a hole, my engine stalled, and my atv ROLLED BACKWARDS. luckily it didnt move straight downhill, it moved a little to the right instead so it got stuck somewhere in the end. i kept shouting for the people in front but everybody just kept moving up. the only person left in my sight was shuet, so i shouted for shuet but she also just drove up.

it was so suay that i didnt bring my hp along and there was no way i could use foursquare to check in and tell somebody that i was there. HAHAHA so i was left alone there and i shouted "JIU MING AH" like some drama but i realised nobody could hear. so i just sat there and stone. -.-

i knew they would come rescue me when they discovered that i went missing, but it was a 30 mins tour so maybe by the time someone comes i would have been eaten up by some animal?! i stoned for a few mins and then i heard some noises coming from the back and i realised marcus was behind me!! with the person working there #HENG

i told the person i very lazy to ride the atv already and asked if he could ride the thing and i just sit behind him, and yes he fetched me instead!! #HENGAHHHHHHH cuz it was really very hard to ride and it was fucking dangerous. marcus even injured himself so badly that the wound is like damn serious!

when we caught up with the rest, i felt like a loser because everyone rode it themselves except me. to conceal my loserness, i waved to everyone like a president when i rode past them. HAHAHAHAHHA #pigleh but damn shiok ah LOLLLLLLLL. that person srsly imba rider i felt so safe that i could even sleep!

after atv we went for full body massage. we were in the same room as the guys just that the curtains separated us, so we could hear their conversations. it was DAMN EPIC SIAAAAAA HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA i think the massage a bit sensual when they massaged the inner thigh then bens small brother stood up LOL!!!! i even heard him asking the person if he could go to the toilet HAHAHAHAHA THEN THE GUYS KEPT LAUGHING. at first i didnt want to laugh because the girls were all sleeping i didnt want to look stupid to be the only one laughing but i couldnt take it ah so i burst out laughing and woke glenda up HAHAHHAA

when we were done with the massage, we went for seafood feast by the beach! it was damn cheap!!!!! got lobsters crab all these, and i think i only paid 20++++? there were fireworks too! after eating me cob axy went to pick seashells by the seashore~~

after dinner, we randomly walked and reached some night market, and behind the night market, it was the nightclubs area! there was a singaporean working one of the clubs there so we got really excited bout going in but we were all so oily from the massage, we went back to the hotel to have a quick shower, drank our leftover alcohol from the night before, and headed back to that club. we thought it would be like those clubs we go in sg like zirca all these but it was really awkward because the whole place was empty -.-

the girls danced and started stripping and it was damn boring. i mean i was really excited for the lesbian show but it was damn boring lah, if its nice i dont mind watching but it was such turn off! erm but at least it was an eye opener? luckily we managed to get out of that place and we hopped to another club. this club was more decent and they played songs that we know! it was quite high and there were performances something like shim night THAT ONE I REALLY LAUGHED UNTIL EXPLODE CUZ IT WAS FUCKING FUNNY!!

we left the place at 3 plus except junchai cob and ben. and i heard from them that it was also damn fun after we left! ARGHHH i kinda regret leaving earlier but i was feeling tired because of the alcohol.

last day, had breakfast, bird nest, and guys left for sight seeing, and girls went for mani/pedi. the last day was quite fun too! but im very lazy to type already.. overall the trip felt like a month even though we only went there for 4 days! the time passed so slowly and everything was so slow paced there. now i feel so weird without the 9 pigs around me, and i kinda miss waking up beside axy in the morning!

PICTURES ANOTHER DAY~~

best buy

2011-09-17T21:19:00.005+08:00

imma huge fan of gmarket because the payment method is really easy! i dont even need to do anything, just select my card and enter the 1 time pin thats sent to my phone and thats it!

recently i bought the best 30 masks i ever bought from gmarket and the total cost only $14.70. the shipping is $3 flat rate so the price of that 30 masks is actually $11.70.. so dirt cheap right!

todays the 3rd time i used the masks, and i think this is the BEST mask ive ever used! its not only cheap, but its FUCKING GOOD!! (Y) its like ive been trying out different masks and most of them are like, ok only lor? like theres no wow factor but this one makes me stare at the mirror and smile like an idiot! just now i was looking at myself and feeling so happy about the brightening effect then my bro walked into my room and told me to stop smiling. LOLOLOL

so me being me, shall be as nice as always to share the link here

http://list.gmarket.com.sg/gmkt.inc/Goods/Goods.aspx?goodscode=403054412

buy now and tell me how you feel about it! :)

you and i

2011-09-16T23:53:00.006+08:00

havent been reading junyans blog for quite some time. in fact, i havent been reading blogs since long ago. just now i went over to read one of his recent posts, he talked about him slapping a girl few years ago, and he wondered if girls ever forget such incident. i mean, obviously not if you humiliate her in the public. im sure a guy wouldnt forget it either. so what im trying to say is i will never forget him slapping me because he has slapped me so many times, the only thing that i cant remember is the number of times he has alrdy slapped me. im very sure it will keep adding on, because he thinks that slaps are free and he can do it as often as he like, but its ok because the number of times he has slapped me is equivalent to the number of times i have slapped him. :B

instead of doing the usual brother punch we should come up with some brother slap, and whenever we meet up we ll have to go like EH YO *SLAPS*

sounds pretty fun HAHAHA lets do just that shall we. i know you read my blog shit die liao dont slap my face can alrdy

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we are so #foreveralone except for marcus and michelle. hahahaha

these pics were taken at timbre. hannor i wore like crap that day, i thought shuet was wearing her welfare shirt so i dug it out to wear! it was collecting dust at one corner lah pls... i even lied to the year 1s that i was from audio.... -.-

COB AND HIS DISGUSTING FACE. BAHAHAHAHA MAINTAIN AH MAINTAIN

^ omg this one super epic pls. that time i sang boomerang now put your hands in the air~~ then they say mine is pig trotter next time i go club i will do this LOL DAMN STUPID PLS. JUST IMAGINE. HAHAHA

im sorry!

2011-09-15T22:19:00.004+08:00

walao eh, you know i will feel very sad when the important people in my life are angry or sad one leh. junyan was so annoying today, i thought he was angry when he hung up the phone sounding so disappointed in me. it made me feel so fucked up for so long i almost cried okay. i mean i really cherish him a lot as my friend, and im very sure that hes one of my friends whom i ll still keep in contact after we graduate. i alrdy always felt that i didnt do enough for him, compared to how much he has done for me? its like whenever i need someone hes always there, but whenever he needs me, im neither here nor there. i really wish i could do more ... because without him, i wouldnt be who i am today. he really taught me so much in life! i know even though he said he was only playing with me but i kinda feel that 50% of him was really angry? but i dont care ok we are going to be fren4eva so dont run away hor. see i so nice give you a post here ah i bet you must be super honoured right. i blogged it on blogger leh hello.. hahahahahaha asdfghjkl

the story of us

2011-09-13T23:36:00.004+08:00

people go beach take chio pictures of themselves in bikini. i went there to be unglam and auntie. i srsly cannot stand how i always chu stunts to make myself so ugly.. irritating la hor petrine.....

this 3 girls went to suntan but i didnt want to be tanned anymore so i was in maxi dress (because i wanted to cover my legs) and slept under the shade. sounds like a loser much? nope this is called enjoying life~

I have one super unglam picture that I MUST show.. HAHAHAHHAAHA YOU READY???? ok 1.........2............3

DAMN FUNNY LAH CANNOT TAHAN.. i was eating chips that time la!! LOLOLOL

ok here's my fav

whales

2011-09-10T02:55:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHA HELLO EVERYONE!

today i did something that i saw on tumblr.. its so stupid but funny! but it only works on iphone so i cracked my brain like mad just to think who are the iphone users. here are some of the replies that i really laughed like mad

glendas ones super epic HAHAHAHA

The way it goes

2011-09-09T02:35:00.002+08:00

"have you ever wanted to ask a question but you didn't because you knew in your heart that you wouldn't be able to handle the answer?"

i ll survive you

2011-09-06T21:04:00.004+08:00

didnt know how to style my hair today so i did this

inspired by

but hers so much nicer and my pins couldnt even stay in place -_-

silly things that we do.. HAHAHAHAHA

today when i passed by singapore poly.. i cant believe that im soon leaving that school. the school ive been wanting to enter since i was 8.. in a few more months everythings coming to an end

shuet, glenda, cheesy.

2011-09-04T00:21:00.005+08:00

i really really love the 3 zumbi sisters because sometimes i feel that they are one of those who keep me going during the hard times. i dont know how to express my gratitude towards them because they may not always be there during my happiest moments, but they are never fail to show up when im at my lowest. this year my self esteem plunged down to zero again and even looking at myself in the mirror makes me wanna cry. these girls, especially glenda sometimes really makes me feel proud to be who i am. thank you all for coming into my life and making a difference. i love you all <3 lets camwhore when i regain my confidence, i believe it wont be long!

"you can choose to wallow in self pity or you can learn to pick yourself up"

boomerang

2011-09-02T01:47:00.004+08:00

so far the people who have already saw or met me say my hair is not THAT bad, except for chun who said its not VERY ugly. so it means its a bit ugly only lah hor. ok can can......

i shall be more confident and post a pic up!

ps. i know the necklace looks very out of place -.- took this in the fitting room (again) and this is one of the dresses i tried on. cost $39 wtf so i didnt buy lah duhhhhhhhh

i kinda like this more and more because i can style it in MANY MANY ways. today i made it look like i tied it up, i feel like spiking it up tmrw! and theres one major discovery i made recently... the shorter my hair goes, the thicker my fringe is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuckyeahhhhhhhhhhh no more holessssssssss

international love

2011-08-30T23:13:00.004+08:00

i wouldnt say i regret cutting my hair but its more like i hate my haircut! i think its bad. this is the first time in my 8 times of cutting hair this year that i think is bad. i really really really just prefer my previous hairstyle, even though everyone tells me it doesnt suit me and it makes my face bigger. but at least i didnt feel the need to hide my face like what im doing now?

i tried to make myself feel better by google searching on other peoples bad haircut encounters, but their bad is like, not really that bad? i mean theirs are still long.... mines not. i cant even do anything to it becuase it is so short and spiky now and all i can do is only wait. and we all know the process of growing your hair out is really awkward and ugly..

last few pics of my previous hair.. after this post there will be no more T_T

i always hate it that my hair grows too fast when i have a really nice hairstlye.. but now i really wish it would grow faster -.- i wont cut any short hairstyle anymore until graduation next year. i want to look pretty when i take my grad pics and not hide my face in one corner!

for the first time im thanking heaven that my hair grows quite fast!

^ this was taken in 2007 july,

then this one in 2008 nov. ok lah quite fast lah hor i know i rebonded right but still quite fast right T_T yes shall deceive myself...

this is how short it is now T_T i tried to clip up so at the front it looks like its being tied up. but its so ugly at the side and back and i cant do anything about it.. fml

i now really really miss having long hair and being able to act innocent and cute :B

those were the days~

edwards 21st

2011-08-30T22:40:00.002+08:00

its been so long since i last blogged with photos, to think i have even forgotten my photobucket account name and password! hahaha, evidence of growing old. my haircut makes me look like a 50 yr old tai tai. i now look old and feel old. OLD.

these photos were taken before i cut my hair.

trade union! (Y)

the welfare 09/10 girls ^^vv

i wore a pair of killer heels that night and i felt really tall. hehehehehehehehe

the birthday boy! ^^

but the moment i took off my heels i became REALLYYYYYY SHORT? am i that short?? ok........

Final haircut

2011-08-30T06:22:00.002+08:00

8th time cutting my hair, this time is final. I'm not cutting it again anymore until my graduation next year! I'm done with trying new hairstyles so bye short hair..long hair I'm coming! Hopefully I'll be able to get to the shoulder length soon.

I'm having a bad pixie cut now. Confidence level hit all time low.

But actually not really lah. I feel happy because I look really different and it's something I seen for the first time.

now

2011-08-28T02:22:00.002+08:00

hi world. i really almost forgotten about this blog. 1) been really lazy to upload pictures on facebook/photobucket. 2) too worried about forwarding my law and fm. 3) too busy catching up on my sleep. hence, this blog shall only be updated when im free. goodbye.

no more bubble tea

2011-08-12T21:36:00.008+08:00

bubble tea is my worst mistake in my life.

i never knew bbt was a potential hazard to me, or maybe i should say i knew it was unhealthy, fattening and "poisonous", but then never knew how really "poisonous" and corrosive it could be.

i used to drink 3 cups a day, and then reduced to 1 cup a day. even after that 7kg weight gain i still refused to stop completely. so now my health is gone, im no longer healthy.

on monday, i was asked to join boyang's "insanity workout" with emirul being the trainer. boyang wanted emirul to be strict and firm to us, so the whole time during the workout when i said i almost died, i meant it. but emirul "scolded" me for wanting to give up, asked me to stop showing the constipated face because even so i had to carry on, i gritted my teeth and pressed on.

at last during half time i died because my butt cramped (which was like 1hr 30mins already please!) and went back to clubroom. of course i didnt tell them because they sure would think i was finding excuses to sneak away but i really limped my way back..

tuesday, national day, i was feeling unwell the whole day. i thought i only overworked myself, so i had a good rest that day. at night, around 2am i was in such great pain that i really couldnt take it anymore that my bro drove me to the 24 hr clinic

the doc only asked a few questions, pressed my stomach a few times, and there went 2 injections on my butt. during the consultation, he told me that the cause of my stomach pain is BUBBLE TEA. bubble tea may seem harmless but in the long run its VERY hazardous to your body especially MILK TEA. milk + tea is the worst combo that is too acidic for the stomach. as this wasnt the first time my stomach gave me problem, the previous few encounters were warnings to me but i shrugged them off.

everytime i see the doc its usually my stomach giving me problem but i never knew bubble tea was the cause, until i told him about my "3 cups a day" story -.- he scolded me and told me to STOP all my bad habits. all this time i was damaging my stomach by drinking 3 cups of milk tea everyday, that is almost 1000 cups a year, plus the intensive workout on monday that secreted even more acid to my stomach, today my stomach wall is completely damaged.

because of this i have to rely on pills before eating anything and wait to recover. even after my stomach has recovered, i have to abstain from a lot of food because it has already been damaged. the doc says i cant take anymore coffee, tea, milk, chocolate, ice, alcohol, spicy, sour, acidic and fried food. and its not just temporary, but a lifestyle change.

not yet bedridden, not yet life threatening, not that serious, but the next time this happens again, its not gonna be this simple anymore.

new eye candy

2011-08-04T20:23:00.003+08:00

i have a new eye candy...and thats no other than him!

this is benjamin in new huan zhu ge ge. i know many people think hes so out of place and extra in the show but i feel that his appearance in the show makes it even more exciting and interesting..and if it wasnt for the fact that we all know xiao yan zi would eventually be with 5th prince, id prefer benjamin to be with her. at least i feel that whatever he does he just really wants her to be happy, and not for any selfish reason...

im not making any biased comments just because i think hes handsome ok.... im a HUGE fan of hzgg since i was 7 or 8 and have all 3 series (yes even the 3rd one was good, trust me when i say i watched them more than 50 times.. been doing that since young and STILL watching the cds EVERYDAY.) so of course i want xyz to be with 5th prince..

im watching the new one online and the old ones on tv, kinda comparing both of them and i think the new one is AWESOME despite all the negative comments and ratings!

xiao yan zi in the new one is very likable and sensible, yet still mischievous and always getting into trouble. shes a lot better than the previous xiao yan zi, who gets into trouble and repeats the same mistakes over and over again despite countless of reminders....which can gets very irritating lol. i like the new xyz better! the kind of trouble she gets into is understandable (and not annoying), and the best part is she looks EXACTLY LIKE VICKI ZHAO.

5th prince here is quite selfish (i feel) and proud, unlike the previous one whos ALWAYS giving in to xyz! sometimes i even doubt that xyz even loves 5th prince in the previous 2nd series...

and this time i think they focused a lot more on ziwei and erkangs romance, which i dont think is bad because their relationship in the previous one is mainly on some poems or idioms, and their whole romance is about some mountain or heaven or whatever that is, which is damn boring.

anyway back to my eye candy.... yupz hes very handsome right!

did a google search on him and discovered how amazing he is.., he speaks VERY FLUENT mandarin, (i think even better than mine), he plays the guitar, piano, hes a good dancer, singer, tutor, model, blah blah blah superbly amazing wtf.

i found his blog and he blogs in CHINESE. i had such a hard time reading all the TRADITIONAL CHINESE WORDS on his blog, then i found his english blog. even though thats a lot easier to read.. his latest post was written 2 years ago and there are less than 10 entries in that blog -.-

stalked him a little more and found his facebook page, but there isnt any 'add as friend' button. HAHAHA FML.

anyway, watch the new huan zhu ge ge before you pass your verdict? dont say its not nice when you havent even watched it! its written by the same person (if you dont already know), and i promise its nice and hilarious. i practically laughed my way through the show especially starting from episode 20 something. (Y)

The sun goes down

2011-07-31T01:43:00.002+08:00

the lazy song

2011-07-17T01:33:00.004+08:00

i am #foreverlazy to blog wtf.

my hair is behaving quite well, so far no complaint!

no regrets, just love.

Bye hair

2011-07-13T11:21:00.002+08:00

Sneak peak of my new hairstyle.

Looks quite chio n sporty right. That's cuz the pics were taken right after I cut it mah. The person blower n styled it for me so I looked like superstar ytd lah. Wear shades act one chio also. Ahahaha. Aiyah but when I woke up today I find that I look retarded. Like really retarded kind of retarded.

It's like after i wash my hair the length is shorter like above or around my ears? So I cannot really tuck it behind my ears.....AHAHHAGA CAN YOU IMAGINE?! Sounds quite cute right?! WAIT TILL YOU SEE ME! AHAHAHAHAA ppl who know me think I'm prettier in pics but ppl who don't know me in real think I'm uglier in real.. You get what I mean?? Yes I know you do cuz I bet that how you feel! Aiyah sp most photogenic 2009 mah..now I really think I deserve this title. LOLOLOL. Fml lah why is my looks depreciating.

I think it's cuz I keep cutting my hair. I cut it 7 times this yr alrdy and have no intention to stop. I might just shave my whole head one day. Wanna bet?

Ok phone is running out of batt I go home update again!

love bonito warehouse sales

2011-07-10T23:42:00.002+08:00

this title made it sound like i went.. BUT I DIDNT because i chose sleep over it. now i really regret not going -___-

everything that glenda said of lb is repeating on my head now.

3 girls. 1 married. 1 attached. 1 single. all very pretty, friendly, nice and smiling because they were sitting down watching the ka ching ka ching grow. they look very pretty in the lb blog but prettier in real!

we randomly talked about opening our own blogshop and i suggested askin gabi to be our model. then we also got 3 girls. 1 married 1 attached 1 single. glenda says gabi will be the married one, she will be the attached and i ll be the SINGLE. LOLOLOL

next time we will have our own warehouse sales too and we ll ask our family to sit down at the warehouse to support us. and she says even if we wear fake diamond ring people will also think its real!!!! LOL!!!!!

cuz one of the lb girls wore a real diamond ring !!!!! gosh they are so rich

#thatshouldbeus

Zz

2011-07-07T21:10:00.001+08:00

Hi. Yes I hate how tanned I am. And yes I hate my hair colour cuz it makes me look dirtier. And yes my hair is growing fast n out of shape. And yes I hate it so damn much! Bye

Why can't I run more than 400m?

2011-07-06T00:29:00.003+08:00

This title is suggested by my friend called nandi the nanda. Anyway if you're wondering why she nanda, (if you're an iPhone user, type nabei) HAHAHA. so that's how glenda got her name nanda cuz when we were whatsapping i kept wanting to scold her nabei but stupid auto correction kept changing it to nandi.. So nandi + glenda = nanda.

She damn annoying because she keep making fun of me not being able to run for more than 401m..because I usually stop after one round the stadium..which is 400m. #fml

Ok so this another girl called shawna just tweeted to me asking me to type bout her. I can write a lot a lot a lot of things bout her, but I shall be super nice and post her blogshop link here so that you all can patronize. Visit ESCAPAN now! I sumpah some of the clothings super chio, she replies emails very fast also because I always see her replying mails during lectures n tutorials. Haizzzz shawna ah shawna...you need to be a good girl like me pay attention in class please...

Guess how much I spent today....

2 pigs pigging out this is the outcome..I swear I'm such a nice friend.. Even tho I'm on a diet I still accompanied him to grow fat because he was feeling down. I'm so awesome right. Anw he called me fat because my pant size is the same as him now. Fml yes my shorts size increased by 7 sizes.

Not 1 or 2 ok, it's 7 sizes up!!!! I am now classified as a plus size and I need to pay extra. FML. gained so much weight la haizzzz.. I swear to god bubble tea makes you fat. I drink 3 cups every day and the outcome is growing fat. So girls please heed my advice if you don't want to be like me. This is a learning experience for me. Such a huge price to pay. Haizzzzzzzzz....

Oh well I guess its ok. LIFES GOOD ANW.(Y)

polka dots craze

2011-07-03T02:21:00.006+08:00

i havent blogged in almost a week! ive been so lazy and i thought my readership has alrdy dropped to 0.. i checked my blog stats and surprisingly there are still people checking back to this space over this past 1 week? omg gab i think i also got fan base leh HAHAHAHA

ok recently ive been slogging like a cheap labour because im so broke and poor and i need money so badly. AND my brother who has alrdy ord for months is STILL NOT looking for a job. he spends his whole day sleeping and he sets alarm at 4pm everyday, not to go out find a job but to wake up TO WATCH DRAMAS. -__-

then he goes out every night to idk do what and comes home at 4am every morning. hes so ridiculous lor, he buey paiseh one leh he even got the cheek to ask me, his YOUNGER sister, who is still STUDYING, for money??? he pesters me every single day i swear if i go crazy one day i will kill him!

i am very very mad and annoyed at him so ytd i decided to seek revenge by annoying him. i went to anyhow untune his guitar. and yknow what, he smirked and said, imma PROFESSIONAL guitarist i can tune it without using a tuner, i just use my ear and i can get it right. okay lo so he went back into his room... after like half an hr, he came out CRYING WHEN HE COULDNT GET BACK THE RIGHT TUNE. he was like "MUSIC IS MY LIFE I WILL DIE WITHOUT MY GUITAR" HAHAHAHAHAHA VERY VERY LOSER AND DRAMATIC.

the thing is, its not like hes a musician or singer or what, he started learning it only recently and its really not like hes good at it??? no i mean like srsly!! HAHAHAHAHA

ok then i was like 'i thought somebody said he was very very pro??" but then he went so crazy that he used his guitar to hit me and he bit my arm because i refused to help him. HAHAHAHA damn loser its like he just woke up not long ago and he didnt even brush his teeth before biting me. HAHAHAH #damngross

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hmmm back to work. i really really love working at my workplace because my colleagues are super nice and funny even though my pay is damn low. the most fun part is the dressing up of mannequins but my mannequins clothes always get taken down!!!! i am super sad one leh.

today i dressed this up

the polka dot top is new arrival it is DAMN CHIO!! it makes people look damn skinny, got blue, pink, black and white. i think this mannequin is the chio-est, but then my colleague told me this top, nobody see nobody try nobody buy, not a single one sold OMG FML HAHAHAHA

i sumpah this is the nicest, you dont believe i show you the other mannequins.

ok lo, the sales was damn bad today so gotta change the mannequins clothes a lot of times. so i took another new arrival to put

quite ok right? simple and nice

my collegue saw alrdy she was like nonono cannot, then she added the pants

and went like ahhhhhhhh now this is nice.

le sigh

He robbed a bank for $1

2011-06-27T02:23:00.001+08:00

This man, James Verone, robbed a bank for one dollar.

Why only one dollar?

Because he knew that in prison he could get the medical care he could not afford with his part time salary as a convenience store clerk. He was approved for food stamps, but they did little to help his finances. Between his back problems, carpel tunnel, and arthritis, he simply couldn’t handle the pain any longer.

On June 9th, he sent a letter to his local paper, the Gaston Gazette, that stated: “When you receive this a bank robbery will have been committed by me. this robbery is being committed by me for one dollar. I am of sound mind but not so much sound body.”

He then took a cab to the RBC Bank, and handed the teller a note asking for one dollar and medical attention. He quietly took a seat in the lobby and waited for police to arrive.

Since Verone only stole one dollar, he was only charged with larceny. His bail, which he doesn’t plan to pay is set at $2,000, reduced from the normal $100,000. He’s scheduled to see a doctor this Friday, and hopes to get foot surgery, back surgery and to have a protrusion on his check treated.

To me, this is the perfect example of how disturbingly corrupt and unjust our health care system has become under HMO’s. For this man, or any person for that matter, feels that he needs to be imprisoned just to see a doctor, is ridiculous.

I honestly can’t even think of words. The story says it all.

Source: rickydank

2011-06-25T00:54:00.000+08:00

gosh i saw this on tumblr and i want it so badly D:

2011-06-23T11:03:00.002+08:00

Nabeh..pwincess Emily puts in so much effort in blogging now I'm so ashamed of myself. i machiam everytime anyhow find some pictures bomb some words and thats it.. continue watching my tv. 4 things i cant live without: 1) food. 2) water. 3) iphone. 4) channel 855.

yah she edited our picnic pictures.. woo i love it ^^v

wah chio ^^v

just a kiss

2011-06-23T00:57:00.003+08:00

act chio attempt fail lah...im so fat and ugly.. fml T_T

greet my fat thighs!

those pictures without my face one kke say very very nice! and she didnt say it intentionally or what.. she said it cuz she really thought so.. and thats even more fml HAHAHAHAHAHA

i kinda regret dying red cuz i cannot buy clip on extensions! im not saying that i dont like short hair but then i feel that short hair looks very awkward sometimes? its like you found a perfect dress that looks good on you but with short hair everything looks mismatched. clip on extensions would help but............ sigh. time for a full head wig.

short hair really cannot be shu nv sia...... plus when your hair is short you get very addicted to keep cutting it! cuz its like since its already short why not cut it even shorter? hahaha yes sumpah i cut my hair dk how many times this year already, probably more than i ever did over the past 17 years. or 18 years? wait how old am i.. hahaha dont tell you.

supermodel lai liao..

my besties

and i really think kke looks like zoe raymond! everytime i tell her something she wont believe me one lor, in sec sch i already felt that her legs were very skinny and sexy but she kept denying, say what very muscular and disgusting. then when she went to poly her poly mates said her legs very nice then she finally discovered and agreed that her legs are really very nice. now i say she looks like zoe raymond she also said no? eh dont humble ah.

LOOK LIKE RIGHT. wah buay tank....why my friends all so pretty and skinny.

so.....how much is liposuction?

pic source: http://www.zoeraymond.com/

diet day 0

2011-06-21T01:25:00.002+08:00

shall post a picture of my fat self now.

2 months later i will be skinny, diet plan starts tmr!

motivation from gab n glenda. just now i tou miao glenda, i think shes damn skinny lah! last time i thought she was slim, now shes skinny! but not that kind of skinny you think is disgusting.. is the kind that makes you wanna start workin out! and gab.... needless to say lah lookin at her just makes me feel like a pig!

Fathers day

2011-06-20T03:38:00.003+08:00

I was reading my archives cuz I cannot sleep and I saw the mothers day post I wrote for my mum, so I guess I'll write one for my dad too? ^^

Ok so most people know that my dad is a 24 hr dad..no matter where I am or what time I call him, he ll wake up from his sleep just to drive me and my friends home. I think I really have to thank him for such wonderful childhood. Without him I probably wouldn't be a person who laughs so much..hahaha believe it or not my dad laughs more often than me, and he laughs whenever I do. He copycat lai de.

Plus he very act cute one. He shaved his head botak and wanna pierce his ear cuz he wanna look hip. Very nonsense right. Sometimes I buay tahan him sia. He always lie to me also, he always tell me that I look like some Korean star..when I ask him which star he will be like there... That one lah, that girl from Korea de. HAHAHAHA..make me happy only. It always take me quite a while to realize hes lying lor.. Then my bro has to step in at this time to object and be like wtf stop lying to her T_T

When I was facing a very bad self esteem issue in sec 3, he had always been the one telling me I am most beautiful. Although obviously I know that's a lie..HAHAHAH but it's ok, for once I shall agree with my dad. HAHAHAHAHAPPY FATHERS DAY!

heart vacancy

2011-06-19T01:37:00.001+08:00

so.... i dyed my hair again. this time at clementi, the shop outside clementi mall opposite breadtalk. they got this poster that says $1 haircut and $10 colouring for members... i went over to find out the pricing for non members and colouring is only $29 for my length, so of course i went for it lah! hahaha my hair colour was so uneven i buey tank lah.

at first i thought they were scary cuz the shop like some black shop and the people there were too nice that i felt that they must be up to something bad.. but i was wrong lah. i dont like it when people ask me to sign up for membership all these cuz i know im very easily persuaded one, like you por me a bit i will just listen to you like youre my mother. when they asked me to sign up for the membership i said no, and they just moved on to another topic and never talked bout it again. super nice lah!

they also asked me whether i wanted to do treatment i said no, and instead of pushing me to do it, they taught me how i can diy at home! he says put the treatment/hair mask until its completely dry then wash. i tried, really not bad leh! worth a try (Y)

will definitely go back there again. cheap n good, and looks are really deceiving

ps. next time then show pics of my hair colour!

off to sleep now. retail therapy tomoz

stop working, start living.

2011-06-17T01:02:00.002+08:00

i really think the shop im workin at haz very nice clothes for teenagers and young adults. everytime i work there i have the urge to switch to 987fm and change out of all their mannequins.

even glenda agrees that they have nice clothes lor, idky they must put all the auntie clothes on the mannequins.

the previous time i worked at jp i changed the outfit for one of the mannequins, the next day i went back, the outfit was changed by someone else but the other 3 mannequins were left untouched. PAISEH MAX LOL MEANS THE OUTFIT I CHOSE WAS UGLY FML!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAH but i dont think so lor, i changed it to some mustard colour top cuz mustard colour is sucha in thing now on blogshops. but aiyah idk lah i think their target audience are the aunties.

today i took some of their clothes to try, actually some really appropriate for our age one leh (Y)

^ this one feels very aixin. got the korean fashion feel right??

^ the left side black n white stripes puffed sleeves top is so cotton on ish, and their grey denim skirt is so bugis street. the right side dress is so forever 21 lo.... AHAHA eh i dont care ah i say look like means look like.

the thing is ah.... all those that i think are very very nice... they are like the worst sellers in the shop. last time they even got rompers, tube dresses all those, they didnt sell well and discontinued already! now their bandage skirts, maxi dresses and those polka dots dresses, toga, no one buys one leh! while those super auntie ones are like best sellers... ????!

so maybe me and glenda can help them set up a blogshop to clear those that we think are nice but are the worst sellers in the shop. i think sure can earn money lo!

we can say that the target audience for their online shop is the youths, while the retail outlets are for the more mature ones. hmmmmmmmmmm sounds like an awesome idea.

Kokokrunch

2011-06-15T23:44:00.002+08:00

I think koko krunch is a problem, so damn hard to spell can?! Cococrunch? Cocokrunch? Kokocrunch? Kokokrunch? When I wanted to tweet that I wanna eat kokokrunch I typed all 4 out cuz I couldn't decide which to use -.-? everyone replied me differently also cannot lah ah next time I just type kkk k.

Pretty girls

2011-06-13T22:46:00.003+08:00

The 4 days passed so quickly cuz it was very fun working with them!! But I got complained by a customer sial. I mean I know it was my fault for writing the wrong colour code, I already apologized like mad! I even called her personally to come back to exchange for the right one when my boss said I actually didn't have to bother. But I thought I should at least inform her? Mistake lah, I should have listened to my boss lo -.-

Dont know why some people have to be so nasty one leh, will it kill to be nice?? I mean like srsly. Rolling eyes at me when I'm talking to you? Hmm. Ok can. :)

Pc show

2011-06-11T11:49:00.002+08:00

My classmates! Hahaha obviously we are slacking tgt when we are not even working for the same company. Umm someone come find me and pretend to be my customer? I very lazy one.

bye long hair.

2011-06-08T22:56:00.008+08:00

i cut my hair ytd! cost me only $6 cuz the hairstylist said she was very happy with the result.. HHAHAHAHA. yup i was damn happy too! i thought it was nice so i secretly smiled to myself when she was cutting... and my hair is no longer flat! super duper pong now! hehehehehe ^^v

but after a night of sleep, my hair is curling in all different directions. HAHAHAHA. super ugly and bu 3 bu 4 lah, im going back to cut it shorter again next week! but i really think shes a very good hairdresser because shes not the type who cut your hair short immediately. shes the kind you tell her you want 5 inches off, she snips 1 inch by 1 inch and asks if you really want it shorter..usually it takes around an hour for her to get to the 5th inch.... LOL.

i never kua zhang, she cut my hair everytime at least 3 hrs! even tho its super ugly now its not her fault! its my hair........natural curl. eh my p5 hairstyle also like that yknow?! i didnt know i was so hip last time.. AHHAHAHA

i think i want to dye my hair black already lah. i hate this shade of brown, my red hair is like GONE????????

okay time for photo spam!

^ hahaha acting retarded.

damn sad life one lah. got a friend like her. everytime i stand beside her i look even more like a pig, so i told her i was gonna use the bloat tool to bloat her pictures. HAHAHAHA but i scared karma ah. LOL

like one supermodel right. wah cannot tank, i must go on diet and exercise. i gained around 7kg after entering poly.... instead of saying FML, im gonna say shes my motivation!

USS!

2011-06-04T01:06:00.002+08:00

i read his blog and i cannot stop laughing lah. hahahaha http://iwtfbbqed.livejournal.com/

uss is very very fun and awesome especially battlestar galactica!! CYLON AND HUMAN!! (Y)(Y)(Y)!!

but the weather last warning sial and the waiting time made me fall asleep many times lah. and the jurrasic water ride..... yknow theres like 9 seats and 9 people and i chose a seat that alvin said i probably wont get wet?? but what happened.. everyone else was kinda dry except me and daryl.... we were SOAKING WET.

i went in perspiring and came out freezing LOL

okay i didnt take a lot of pictures cuz when we were queuing for rides i was sleeping :( cuz i didnt sleep the night before x__x

i think when they have the $5 after hollywood hours i want to go in and take more pictures! wasted!

lesson learnt: DONT BRING YOUR BAG. just wear something with pockets because its a waste of time n money to keep using the lockers -.-

on the floor

2011-05-31T23:51:00.002+08:00

jj and my waterbottles! cant wait to join the military next year~

and now then i know my casio camera is so good, i didnt even like, edit the photos? to think im still using my iphone even though i bring the camera around everytime..

the pictures so crystal clear + complexion so flawless! super regret not wearing makeup to sch tday.... my eyes are so restless, cheeks no colour and lips so white and pale :(

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dance the night away live your life and stay out on the floor~

happy birthday tjy :)

2011-05-29T22:15:00.000+08:00

her eyes so big and nice! i wanna get blue contacts already too.

picture taken during junyangs advanced birthday celebration. happy 19th :)

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so.... almost another half a year has passed.